urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove longxlostxlove longxlostxlove 2006-12-30T07:09:47Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:58541 2006-12-30T07:09:47Z 2006-12-30T07:09:47Z <p>This journal is done.<br /><br />add<br /></p><span class='ljuser ljuser-name_dani_tuff' lj:user='dani_tuff' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://dani-tuff.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://dani-tuff.livejournal.com/'><b>dani_tuff</b></a></span><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:58339 2006-12-20T06:28:35Z 2006-12-20T06:28:35Z today I spent the whole day in boston with robby.<br />we walked all over the city. .... no really.. to every corner of the city.<br />Robby kept having little surrpises all day. like taking me to the north end and then to the waterfront.<br />it was super cute. all day i was wondering how i got this luckyy.<br />he kept telling me he had a big surprise at 530. werid time right?<br />well we went to coply and then the prudential center. <br />and at 530 he took me up to the top of the prudential center, and as we overlooked boston.. asked me to be his girlfriend.<br />probably the most amazing moment of my life thus far. it was sooo cute and perfect. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:57925 2006-12-18T07:07:33Z 2006-12-18T07:07:33Z my life is the shit.<br /><br />works good.<br />friends are awesome. <br />robby is GREAT and makes me so incredibly happy. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:57468 2006-12-16T07:48:06Z 2006-12-16T07:48:06Z i went to my first celtics game tonight. <br />it was wicked fun.<br />i really emjoy it.<br />i really enjoy robby also.<br /><br />i know everyone is sick of hearing about it.<br />but i am sooo fucking happy.. its retarded.<br />i am retarded for this boy.<br />i want to be aroudn him all the time.<br />and if i cant.. i am talking to him on my sidekick.<br />ahhhh.<br /><br /><br /><br />and.<br />i am wicked sick of people talking for me.<br />i have a voice.. i have my own thoughs..<br />dont think you know what i am thinking.<br />you have no idea. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:56968 2006-12-12T03:43:33Z 2006-12-12T03:43:33Z thngs that get me there the days..<br /><br />jennie trying to spoon me at night.<br />carolyn being awesome.<br />cars the movie.<br />robbie hart falling for me... and rolling his ankle. hehe. &lt;3 it was super cute though.<br />kara getting super drunk at the royal garden and flashing me and jesse and barging in on me peeing. yes. good times. <br /><br />thanks jennie for everything. i may have enjoyed the spoon last night. SH hahahahhaha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:56428 2006-12-07T03:27:01Z 2006-12-07T03:27:01Z i was sad.<br />i was angry.<br />now i am over it.<br /><br />hes a fucking douche bag.<br />his loss.<br /><br /><br />moving on.<br /><br />stay posi kiddos. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:56276 2006-12-05T22:00:39Z 2006-12-05T22:00:39Z its killing me.<br />honestly.<br />i have never been this depressed in my life.<br />i dont even want to get out of bed. <br />i cant fall asleep at night.<br />i just lay in bed.. for hours.<br />it hurts soo bad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:55983 2006-12-05T01:00:05Z 2006-12-05T01:00:05Z being vegan isnt so bad.<br />its making me try alot of foods i thought i didnt like.<br />and now i enjoy.<br /><br /><br />I get to stay in my house of a lot longer than orginally aloud cuz of my dads health.<br />I have to go in for an MRI for my ankle/foot this week. its fucked. <br /><br />I havent had a drink in over a month an half.<br /><br />still broken hearted. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:55579 2006-12-03T04:48:19Z 2006-12-03T04:48:19Z honestly...<br />today was one of the worst days in my life.<br /><br />my whole world and future is completely upside down. <br /><br />i dont even know anymore. about anything.<br />it looks likes im not movin to ohio.<br />which kills me. (i know a few of you are happy)<br />but i am not.<br />and i wont be for a very long time.<br />my heart is shattered into a million pieces and the only person that can put it back together. doesnt want it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:55392 2006-12-01T01:38:55Z 2006-12-01T01:38:55Z I am buying things for an apartment I dont have....... yet.<br /><br />I also bought an 80 dollar hoodie. HAHA. opps. <br /><br />we will see how the next 3 months go... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:55260 2006-11-28T05:19:46Z 2006-11-28T05:19:46Z being blamed for your dads heart attack, makes you cry alot.<br />being kick out of your house.. but having your mom feel sorry for you cuz you cant stop crying and cant breathe..so she lets you stay the night... makes you cry alot.<br />hearing your mom and dad call you disgusting makes you cry alot.<br /><br /><br />tonight... lets just say... i cryed alot. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:54926 2006-11-25T04:27:05Z 2006-11-25T04:27:05Z today was one of the best days i have had in a long long time. months.<br /><br />got up at 415am with jennie to go to walmart so she could get a tv wicked cheap.<br />went back to her house... went back to bed. and woke up next to ADAM!!!!<br />it was so awesome to see him. he climbed right into bed next to me, and cuddled me.<br />i missed him soo much, i missed his voice. his face, his touch, his kisses.<br />it was soo amazing. i wish it could have been for longer. but he had to go. cuz you <br />know the whole.. he has a girlfriend thing. yeah. <br />but it was sooo hard letting him go. i cryed so hard once he got in the car. <br />it was amazing just laying in his arms. i felt such peace. i was truely happy for<br />that hour and half. i cant wait to wake up next to him everyday.<br />*insert me coking on big league chew cough cough*<br />i love that boy sooo much.<br /> iam moving over 800 miles in 3 months just to be with him.<br />I pray to god that he is true. i am scared. <br />but it feels so right when i am with him.<br />i just am so scared. i cry everynight, i miss him sooo much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:54616 2006-11-21T02:47:36Z 2006-11-21T02:47:36Z seeing jennie this weekend made m e sooo happy<br />i missed her lot.<br />i am sad we didnt get to go on our road trip to ohio.<br />i tryed.<br /><br />seeing adams family made me miss him even more.<br /><br /><br />in the end. <br />jennie is the best ever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:54495 2006-11-19T02:42:28Z 2006-11-19T02:42:28Z 20 days with out a drink. and one of those nights was at club hell.<br />good job danielle.<br /><br /><br />my life is boring now. <br />and i am completely okay with that.<br /><br />im about to eat dinner knitt some then goi to bed<br />yes.<br />amazing saturday night. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:54212 2006-11-16T08:19:54Z 2006-11-16T08:19:54Z my whole left arm is dedicated to with honor.&lt;3<br />i started my sleeve.<br />it looks amazing.<br />i cant wait till next week to finish it.<br />chris did an amazing job.<br /><br /><br /><br />my life is super busy.<br />i am sorry if i have been mia for a while.<br />im having a hard time with time managment again. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:53785 2006-11-14T06:11:31Z 2006-11-14T06:11:31Z dana sucks.<br /><br /><br />lao kevin and dan cheered me up tonight.<br /><br />and jessica let me rant to her allnight at work. then sick walmart trip after.<br /><br />good times.<br /><br />other things are going good in my life.<br />i cant believe its almost december. AH!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:53613 2006-11-12T06:04:49Z 2006-11-12T06:04:49Z I met dana at 10am this morning at a rest stop on the mass pike. to eat breakfast with him for 20 minutes. he was on his way to ct with frank.<br /><br />im trying my hardest to make this work. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:53420 2006-11-10T23:27:05Z 2006-11-10T23:27:05Z my money issue is over.<br />at least for this month.<br /><br /><br />my boy issues.<br />are not over.<br />its okay.<br />it keeps me on my toes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:53028 2006-11-09T03:05:49Z 2006-11-09T03:05:49Z I steped on the scale today.<br />and it wasnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be.<br />butttt.<br />i do want to lose 10 pounds by christmas. <br />thats 2 months. <br />about 2 pounds a week.<br />i can do it.<br /><br />diet and excerise. im doing it the RIGHT way this time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:52912 2006-11-07T07:38:31Z 2006-11-07T07:38:31Z my life is going pretty good. <br />no huge issues.<br />theres a chance i may see adam over thanksgiving. <br />which makes me super happy. I miss him so much.<br />things with me and dana are... okay. we have are issues.<br />but we are trying to make things work.<br />i love being back at work.<br />i went out last night with all the girls. and some girls that dont work there anymore.<br />umm crazy bunch of girls. shit show.<br />I hung out with zach tonight. he is such a nice kid. he walked me and kellie home from his apartment. what a nice kid.<br /><br />after the new jersey trip. i am done drinking for a little while. not for anyone but my self. i just dont wanna be that person anymore. this if for me. my choice. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:52685 2006-11-02T18:15:49Z 2006-11-02T18:15:49Z Florida is pretty sweet.<br />its hot but cloudy with on and off showers.<br />but the rest of the time its suppose to be nice.<br /><br />I love vacationing with my parents..<br />because they spoil me.<br />they are just happy i am spending time with them<br />so they buy me everything.<br />i have spent 5 dollars so far and thats just cuz my mom ran out of cash.<br />i got....<br />chanel bag.<br />chanel ring and earings.<br />2 pairs of D&G sunglasses. <br />and another pair of sunglasses.<br />and this is only day 2.<br />and those werent cuz i asked. my mom was like OH get these and this and theses.<br /><br />tomorrow night we are going to the casino. <br />i guess they dont card very well so i will be able to play the slots. haha.<br /><br />ill post pictures in a bitt. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:51969 2006-10-30T17:18:38Z 2006-10-30T20:47:59Z phone bill.. : $70. due the 15th.<br />car insurance..: $205.10 PAID<br />umass parking ticket..: $50 PAID<br />Car Payment..: $310.10 due the 19th.<br /><br />Bank acount..: $100. <br /><br /><b>Im fucked.</b><br />Time to become a hooker. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:51843 2006-10-30T00:49:39Z 2006-10-30T00:49:39Z I passed out on a hotel bathroom floor in new jeresy some time saturday night.<br /><br />I woke up... in boston sunday morning. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:51507 2006-10-27T23:55:22Z 2006-10-27T23:55:22Z JESS. shhh. dont tell anyone at work. kara and erin dont want everyone to know yet.<br /><br />I became a key holder at work yesturday. And by january I will be the shift leader. sweeeeeeeeeeeet. meaning in january I get another raise.<br />this just means i am on my way to work up the supercuts ladder to become manager. SWEEET. kinda? i guess its a pretty good thing.<br /><br /><br />okay new jersey here i come. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:longxlostxlove:51376 2006-10-26T03:18:00Z 2006-10-26T03:18:00Z <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Dear Squishy&lt;3">i love you so much it hurts some times.<br />i am so thankfull i still have you in my life.<br />i know i messed up big but the fact you can look last that <br />and still love me, makes me know you are the only one for me.<br />i am so afraid that you will stop loving me, <br />even after you reassure me every night. <br />you are truely my soul mate.<br />This year has been long and hard for me.<br />but threw everything you supported me.<br />The only one that truely believed. <br />tradeschool lovers. <br />you are my bestfriend, my soul mate, my everything.<br />I can not wait till i can add husband to that list.<br />I cant wait to start the family we have always wanted.<br />You make me truely so happy. I am happiest laying next to you.<br />I miss that feeling. I miss your touch.<br />I miss you so much. but love you so much more.<br />I rememeber all the memories I have with you.<br />Long drives to umass. Late night talks in the crib.<br />playin hide and seek in the morning, you always found me.<br />I remember the first time I ever laid eyes on you.<br />the first time we hung out. and ate god awful pizza at spikes after terror.<br />The first time meeting your parents. I still love them to death.<br />the first time we kissed. it was the sweetest.<br />You were so good to me. always have been.<br />On thankgiving when you drove to pick me up just to drive back to your house so we could spend the night together.<br />you even drove to pick up my best friend just because you knew it would make me happy.<br />you are more then i could ever dream for. <br />you are the greatest thing that will ever happen to me.<br />I love you, so&nbsp; much.<br />I know threw everything we will be together in the end, Forever.<br />I didnt beleive in soul mates till i met you.<br />Now i will never be the same.<br />your the only one for me.<br />I love you, forever.<br /><br />Love,<br />Your Dani.<br /></div>